Love to End & beyond...

& So another sun rises in the horizon…
As I walk the gardens of roses..
A single nightingale sings the songs of courtship..
I am intoxicated by the melodies of love floating around me..

Wake up my love..to an entire new day..
I paint the colors of joy for thee..
I plead roses to blossom in your path..
& I plead the lilies to adorn your tiara…

I walk around listening to the new buzz in air..
A wisp of air whispers to me.
D litany of love is sung in the lowest tones…
A sigh escapes my lips..
& yet her beauty dazzles me to speak..

I see battles being wages around me..
Wars won & wars lost..
Blood is spilled & passions voiced…
I the vanquished lie with broken armor…
A shadow of defeat & despair passes my eyes..
I cling to dear life for the love of her..for a glimpse of her..

In the midst of that blood & hate..
She walks across the battlefield..
& I look at the God’s loveliest creations in my last breaths..
The skin of ivory shines in the glory of sun..
Her hair cascades down her shoulders in the waves of a sea..
Those eyes seek my soul out..
& fills with me eternal light & love so strong that it gives me life..

O’my dear love…
They say a man loves once..
They lie my love..
They say a man only falls in love once..
They lie my love..

For I have loved you again & again
& again & again & again….
For I have fallen in love with you.
Every single day.every single breath of my life.

I know my love that my existence doesn’t matter to you..
I know my love..that my love doesn’t mean anything.
I know my love that I do not stand up to your levels..
I know my love..you heart doesn’t beat for me…

A simple man would despair in these wild thoughts..
A simple man will weep his heart out for this..
But I am no simple man..
For I my love, my deeply totally utterly in love with you..

I watch you walk the hallowed grounds of love..
I watch you smile..
I watch you cry, rise, fall & rise again..
I watch you loved..
& I watch you love..

& yet here I stand in the distance..
Doing nothing but loving you..
I despair that you shall never realize that I stand
Here in the crossroads..where each turn lead me to you love..

I despair that you shall never see.
That my hearts beats for none but you..
I despair that you shall never see..
That the centre of my life is none but you..

But amidst my dark & gloom..
I realize that for me loving you is my breath..

I love..I see you walk past..
& I shall follow you to where ever you shall lead..
I shall part ways..when you ask me to..
But my love then again I shall love you to the end..

I hope..that one day..you look up.
& see a nightingale croon over you..
& listen to the song of eternal love..
That love shall be mine…
I hope you smile to that song..
I hope that the song fills you with joy..
For I my love know..that if sing..
You shall never listen..

Until then I shall sing these silent melodies in my heart..
Washing me in the waves of your love..
I shall speak within..
Hoping that I get to listen to it…

I will live with a longing in my eyes..
An emptiness in my heart..
& a desire unfulfilled…

I shall love you to the end
& beyond…
D strains of music strands will echo to eternity..
& love shall come to thee…
But….
I always shall love you the end
& beyond…
I shall love you to the end
& beyond….