Mindless Ramblings

Born of the savage fires of summer
My heart beats for the glorious beauty
I walk on the ashes of my love
& yet my heart still beats for her…….

D majestic walls of my prison do not imprison me
D tough bars of my prison cell do not faze me…
I walk in the shadows of sadness & slavery
& yet my heart flies the flight of freedom..

Borne of every adversity, a strange man looks at me
He desires neither pity nor my help
& yet those strange eyes of his
Give me an assurance that I shall fight..

The candies of life slip by my fingers
The sweets of joy, do not reach me
& yet I happily munch on those berries of hardships
For I know, the nectar of life shall be mine…

Some says, we love once..
Some say we are loved once..
Some lead their entire lives without love
& other destroy searching for it…

I stand on these crossroads..
For I loved once, & was loved once..
Not knowing if that happened together.
& yet my heart tells me..Love ain’t so bad

A single stone grows from nothing to infinity
A river meanders along fighting for its survival
D sun blazes in a desperate bid to maintain its superiority
& we fight along..in a bid to survive….

I am a journeyman..
My path leads me to nowhere..& nowhere is where I shall be…
My journey is the journey of mankind…
A journey where joy, happiness, sadness, pain, deceit, love, hate mean nothing to me
For now I realize…It is for the Journey that I love for…..

Silence...

Silent is the path that I walk…
Silent are the roads that I tread…

Silent are the nights of bliss…
Silent are the blessed.
Silent are the cursed….

Silent are the gods..
& Silent is the Devil…..

D echoes of silence envelope me.
When I walk the dark lit paths of life…
A silent image appears.
& a silent wish forms in me…

I sing a silent tune…
& my melody raises the silent orchestra..

Silent are my cries of battle…
Silent are the cheers of my victory..
Silent are the expression of my love..
Silent is the wail of my broken heart….

Silent are days of my childhood…
Silent are the days of my youth..
I shall stay silent in my withering years..
For a day silence shall take me in……

Aahhh!!!!D beauty of silence…

O God! I beseech you!

Let Silence deliver me…
Let silence guide me…
Let silence lead me..

To a world where..Silent are the words spoken..
Silent are the songs that leave the lips..
Silent are the smiles..& silent are the cries…
Silent are the gods who reward me..
& silent is the devil who leads me astray….

Silent is my love..silent is her beauty..
Silent are the promises between us & silent are the pacts..
Silent are the compromises..& silent are the make-ups…
Silent is my love..silent is her beauty….

Aaahhh!!!Silent is the knowledge..& silent is the wisdom..
Silent is my ignorance & silent is my bliss….

For one day…she will break my silence..& of my paths..
& then I shall be in a silent bliss….

Until then..
Silent is the path that I walk..
Silent are the roads that I tread

Flight of an Angel

Borne from the adversities of fire..
I walk along the hallowed lanes of love untended..
The despair of falling liles & dying roses greets me to the established tenets of love..
An angel strikes me by the God's own lighting...
& I the Lord of Hell..burn in the fires' of my own misery..
A dab of red here..& a searing of falmes here...
I fall in the pits of doom..
watchin d angels soar by....

A fallen leaf withers away from the branches..
A snowflake is crunched under the boots of a tyrant..
Glasses shattered to a million pieces..
Blood overflows the rivers...

Aahh!!!I remember the times..
When my tyranny doled out was greeted with open arms...
When I lived & people around me died...

Now..Forlon I stand here...
Waiting for the dying stars to guide me..
For my angel has left my side..

They said, an angel guides you through darkness & gloom..
She lifts you when you falter & fall..

I did ask her to do that..
But then my angel asked me back..
What of me? Who lifts me?Who watches me????

& the answer to that I am sure no Gods could have answered..
So fell in the abyss of doom...
A chasm of pain & longing..
Watchin my angel soar above in the heavens...

For I stand here in the dark pits of doom..
Looking above in the harsh light..trying desperately to find the star..

I see a tiny speck..
Or is it the light playing tricks with me..
A see a tiny smile..& I imagine my angel laughs from above..

Then it is I who smile back..
For when ever I shall see my angel smile from the heavens above...
I shall find a heaven for myself here in the dark fiery pits of Hell..

But I am a Man....A Devil...A creature from dark..
So I ask her this....
Did I never watch out for her?not hold her when gods cursed..
Made my side of hell a heaven for her when she was cast out...

But then who answers the people from Hell....
I live..she smiles..
I walk..she glides.....

& then with her smile..I find my heaven here in the Hell.