Wednesday, July 8, 2009

What Do I name this???

Ohhh!!!! dear!!! What fire of jealousy rages on....

Ohh...!!! I am consumed by the
mere whims & fancies of Satan
Colorful flames of lovely hate dance around me....
Despair dazzles me...

& a tiny leaf on the wooden oak
breaks my concentration....

Woe me!!! Cast me down the depths of hell...
for an emotion as pure as a smile...
burns me into cinders...

I feel like a charred wood...
sitting in the altars of Goddess of Beauty...

Do I live to hate?
Or Do I live to be jealous?

What do I live for?
Why does a smile on my love's face
jar me in my heart always...

Is it because that...that smile...
would have been mine...
Or is it that twinkling of an eye...
that I would have killled to see in her eyes for me...

Why do I grudge her?
Why do I want to be the only one?

What do you call this?
Do you call me a monster?
Or a loathsome creature...?

Or do you call this my love...

Ohh!!! Where have that romantic ideas of love gone...

Where has my fair damsel hid her?

Ahh!! Smile my love...
For a heart as black as mine...
expects nothing but radiance of your smile...

& the stabs in my heart...
Ohh!!!
I'll bear them as thorns on my crown....

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