I stand here alone, wet in a dark alley
Thinking how did a charmed prince ever set foot in such a puddle
Ahh! I reminiscence the days of my glory
Days of my love, fun and frolic
& Days that had you.
I cannot help but feel pangs of pain
Not to find you there with me……
And then it strikes me
That the gulf that I stand in front of is no God’s creation
It is but a distance between our hearts….
Why? Why my dear? Why did you choose to listen to your head?
It was me who was supposed to be practical
But when it came to striking the final blow
The dagger that you plunged in me poisoned me…
I see love around me,
Warmth envelopes me
But still I find myself in a cocoon of pain and shame
My heart still bleeds when I see you
My heart still leaps with joy when I see you smile
But then I realize the smile dies when you see me……
What did I do my love?
What crime did I commit?
Was I possessive or was I selfish?
Why is that you punish me for society’s wisdom?
Or is it that I was never good enough for you?
The love that you taught me to give
Laughs at me, mocks me, scoffs me
For it knows that I have failed you.
I stand here stripped, bare and pauper
And then it strikes me
The gift that you have given me
Is a gift that I shall always cherish.
They to make a lost love great
It is best to love everyone…
So today my love
I promise you this
I shall love everyone
And know this that I shall never be loved back.
Till the day I can, I shall love
And I shall bear the pain of not loving you
And the day I am no longer capable of loving anyone
I shall die loving you but hating myself
My love, my dear, my heart
Remember this, there shall be no one like you ever
For the love that you have given me makes me live
But the hurt that you have given me shall never let me live.
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